Can You Love Me?
A Personal Letter on Black Love, Black Women, and the Men Who Must Rise to Meet Us
The moment. Megan. Me. Us.
Megan Thee Stallion publicly ended her relationship with Klay. And before the world could spin her narrative, before the blogs could package her pain into clickbait, she spoke her truth with clarity and conviction. She said what needed to be said. She named her non-negotiables. She did not flinch.
That statement was not messy. That statement was not dramatic. That statement was sovereign.
And I saw myself in every single word of it.
Because I know what it is to show up fully ~ with my heart, my name, my platform, my family access, my future hopes ~ only to be met with deception. Megan was not in a situationship. She was not in a fling. She was in a relationship that was lived out loud, built with intention, and invested in deeply. And she was still met with betrayal.
That is her story. And in so many ways, it is mine. It is ours.
The Challenge of Black Women ~ For Such a Time as This
I am perpetually asked to love in spaces that are not yet prepared to love me back.
The challenge is not that I don’t know how to love. The challenge is not that I am too loud, too emotional, too much, or too independent. The challenge is that far too many people enter into relationship with me performing a version of themselves that cannot be sustained. They show up in costume ~ as protectors, providers, committed partners ~ only to reveal, over time, that the costume was never their skin.
And when the costume falls, it is I who absorbs the wreckage.
I don’t hear, “I made a mistake.” I don’t hear, “I fell short of who I want to be.” What I hear instead is a wholesale indictment of his own capacity to be what he presented himself as all along. A quiet confession that the man I fell in love with was always a fiction ~ and I was the only one who didn’t know.
That is not my failure. That is the failure of a man still at war with himself.
Can You Love Me?
This is not simply Megan’s question. This is my question. This is the question of many Black women who have ever poured themselves fully into love and received confusion, contradiction, and cowardice in return.
Can you love me in my fullness ~ my beauty, my brilliance, my sensuality, my creativity, my passion, my complexity, my drama, and my depth?
Can you love me without needing to diminish me in order to feel tall enough to stand beside me?
Do you love yourself enough to love me ~ or are you still running from the truest, most tender parts of who you are?
Do you understand that manhood is not a performance? That the fullness of a man comes with a range of emotions, moods, vulnerabilities, and desires ~ and that pretending otherwise is not strength, it is avoidance?
Can you love me unconditionally ~ with positive regard, with consistency, with the kind of presence that doesn’t evaporate when it becomes inconvenient?
Can you love me as I am ~ the mother of creation, the giver of life, the original ~ without needing me to shrink, apologize, or dim my light so your borrowed candle can look brighter?
You cannot give what you have not cultivated within yourself. A man who has not done the work of knowing himself, accepting himself, healing himself ~ that man will inevitably harm me. Not always out of malice, but out of the inexorable gravity of unresolved self-deception.
When you don’t know who you are, you perform who you think you should be. And performances always end. And when they end, they end in the middle of my story. In the middle of my life. At the expense of my peace.
Megan Thee Stallion does not owe anyone silence. And neither do I.
When love is lived publicly ~ when it walks red carpets, graces social media, and is woven into the visible fabric of a woman’s life ~ that woman retains the full right to speak publicly about what happened to that love. Megan is not being dramatic. She is reclaiming her narrative. She is exercising her agency. She is modeling for every Black woman watching that our pain is not something to be hidden in a corner to protect the comfort of the person who caused it.
Healing happens in the light. Power is reclaimed in the telling.
I refuse to go hide in a corner because someone else caused me harm. I refuse to protect the image of a man who did not protect my heart. I have the right to tell my story, in my own words, in my own time, on my own terms ~ to reclaim my power, my agency, and my healing prowess. And so does Megan.
When she says she is taking time to prioritize herself and move ahead with peace and clarity, I recognize that as an act of love ~ love for herself, love for her future, and love for every Black girl watching who needs to see what self-respect in motion actually looks like.
Parenthetically speaking, I must add a caveat here in light of the publicized murders at the hands of intimate partner violence. As a survivor, Ecclesiastes 3 has been a reminder, soul check, breathwork, and discernment. There are times when my silence is my safety. When my covert work is my peace. When my solitude is grounding. There is a time for everything, and this is just another thing Black women are carrying, like we needed something else to hold.
A Note on Identity, Security, and the Crisis of Performed Manhood
There is a particular crisis unfolding in this cultural moment ~ a crisis of men who have not yet reconciled their public persona with their private truth. Men who present as secure but are quietly terrified of their own emotional depth. Men whose imposter syndrome masquerades as confidence until it doesn’t ~ until the real self emerges, disruptive and unannounced, in the middle of someone else’s life plan.
This is not a condemnation of all men. This is a call to accountability. Because the tragedy is not just that Megan was hurt, or that I have been hurt. The tragedy is that these men are also suffering. They are suffering under the weight of an idea of manhood that has no room for complexity, no tolerance for vulnerability, no language for self-examination. And rather than do the hard work of expanding that idea, they collapse under it ~ and take their partners down with them.
You cannot be an impostor forever. The truth has its own timeline. And when it arrives, you do not get to penalize the woman who believed in the version of you that you presented to her. You do not get to tell me you can’t be monogamous after I’ve invested my heart, my name, and my future into what you allowed me to believe we were building together. I know what I want. I love myself. I know how to teach people and create space for people to love me the way I deserve to be loved. And I deserved to make that choice with the truth in my hands ~ not after it was already too late.
The Charge: An Invitation to All of Us
To my Black women ~ the ones reading this, the ones who saw themselves in Megan, the ones who have quietly lived this story in their own lives:
You are not too much. You are exactly enough. You have always been exactly enough.
Your standards are not the problem. Do not negotiate them down to accommodate someone else’s unhealed wounds.
Know yourself so deeply that when someone shows you who they are, you have the clarity and the courage to believe them ~ and act accordingly.
Your healing is not weakness. Your story is not shameful. Your voice is not a liability. Use all of it.
Love yourself first, fiercely, and without apology ~ so that love, when it comes to you, must rise to meet the standard you have already set within yourself.
To the men reading this:
Do the work. Not for her. For yourself first ~ and then for her.
Learn what you actually want, who you actually are, and what you are actually capable of sustaining ~ before you invite a woman into that uncertainty as though it were a promise.
Understand that honesty, even when it is uncomfortable, is an act of love. Deception, even when it feels comfortable, is an act of violence.
Let her go if you cannot show up. Do not make her carry the cost of your confusion.
And if you are not yet ready to be loved the way a Black woman will love you ~ with her full self, her full power, her full life ~ then be honest about that. Because she deserves to choose accordingly. I deserve to choose accordingly.
Love ~ real love, rooted love, sustainable love ~ does not ask me to disappear into it. It does not ask me to endure in silence. It does not ask me to make myself smaller so someone else can feel bigger. It does not come dressed in performance only to undress into betrayal.
Real love shows up in truth from the very beginning. It grows in honesty. It deepens in accountability. It says, “I don’t have it all figured out ~ but I will not lie to you while I’m figuring it out.” *THAT PART!!!
Megan stood 10 toes down. She loved loudly, she built intentionally, and when she was betrayed, she reclaimed her power publicly and without shame. That is the model. That is the standard. That is what I am choosing for myself.
So the question remains ~ open, urgent, and unapologetic:
Can you love me?
Can you love me in the fullness thereof?
Do you love yourself enough to even try?
The world is watching. Black women are watching. And we are no longer waiting for the answer ~ we are living the answer for ourselves.
Drop a comment below. Share this with someone who needs to read it. And as always ~ love yourself enough to know the difference between someone who is truly ready for you and someone who is still becoming themselves on your time and at your expense.
Dr. TAD
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Thank you for this intentional and honest reflection. It is so true for too many of us.